Im counting the street lights
Its all I can do
While drivin myself crazy
Tryin to get to you
Feels wrong at the right times
To review my rear
Im doing the worst I can
To make you understand…
Baby one day you will know
How hard it is for me to show to you..
Running thru my soul
Baby… one day you will know…
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Thought for the last 8 years
Now I don’t know if this is a factor of idle mind or just purely an over active one… But I definitely need more to occupy it with! It’s not at full capacity yet… And I don’t want it to rot away to submission and acceptance of an utterly useless existence.
The 20s are definitely your formative years. The earlier ones for your attitude and the latter regarding your career and marriage. Now for a woman this can be super trickly. Coz we got this wild card called pregnancy. But let’s leave that aside for a bit.
My 20s have definitely been the best. Think I got the most out of them. The early twenties were all about ambition, fun, focus, and a super go getting attitude. The mid 20s were a period of consolidation. Where fun turned to enjoyment, focus to experimentation, ambition to finding true joy in things and it was all about exploring different sides of me and making peace with who I am. It was a discovery of sorts and one I thoroughly enjoyed. I wouldn’t do it any differently. Now in my late 20s, when all that effort of the 1st 8 years ought to bear fruit… I find myself once again at cross roads. Once again I am reevaluating what I want from my life. Coz the decisions I make now will stay with me, hopefully, for the rest of my life. I’ve never been surer of what I want and how I want it. And I am reaching out to it as well. Then why does it feel like a mirage???
The 20s are definitely your formative years. The earlier ones for your attitude and the latter regarding your career and marriage. Now for a woman this can be super trickly. Coz we got this wild card called pregnancy. But let’s leave that aside for a bit.
My 20s have definitely been the best. Think I got the most out of them. The early twenties were all about ambition, fun, focus, and a super go getting attitude. The mid 20s were a period of consolidation. Where fun turned to enjoyment, focus to experimentation, ambition to finding true joy in things and it was all about exploring different sides of me and making peace with who I am. It was a discovery of sorts and one I thoroughly enjoyed. I wouldn’t do it any differently. Now in my late 20s, when all that effort of the 1st 8 years ought to bear fruit… I find myself once again at cross roads. Once again I am reevaluating what I want from my life. Coz the decisions I make now will stay with me, hopefully, for the rest of my life. I’ve never been surer of what I want and how I want it. And I am reaching out to it as well. Then why does it feel like a mirage???
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